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Chinese NY

2012-01-22T15:44:00.002+08:00

Its new year eve!

I'm back to hometown as usual to celebrate this prosperity new year with the family and relatives.

Weather is getting hotter here, and of course even the air-cond can't cure.

Am waiting for few of relatives coming back and having reunion dinner together.

The elders are busy preparing.

By the way, bro's birthday is falls on 1st day of CNY.

Gonna held an open house tomorrow night.

BBQ night! Yay!

Well,

CNY is the time to gain more and more weight.

Don't blame me if I put on weight,

blame on CNY then!

HAHAHAHAAHAH!

Blessed CNY everyone!

God bless y'all <3

Xoxo

2011-12-30T19:07:00.002+08:00

I'm so no active in blogspot recently!

Yep,see! I didn't update at all :P

By the way, hows life going? Great? Fun?

Mine was SO SO. Yup. Its only SO SO :))

Since we are going to say goodbye to 2011, and welcome-ing the 2012,

here, I would like to wish everyone

HAPPY NEW YEAR in advanced :))

and be good.

*Peace*

Cause I love you so

2011-08-30T23:47:00.003+08:00

Hello blogspot. Your owner,me is back! :) Erm, because I'm in hometown and well, the wireless is functioning, and finally I can use my lappie as well :D Heeeeeee..

Plus, its holiday! Yay! Sounds great huh? Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

I'm doing good after all. As I mentioned before, August is a tough month! But yeah,finally its OVER! Over over over!!! Ole ole ole ole~~~ Hello September! And ya HAPPY MERDEKA!! :D

What to blogg..? Uhhhh.. Okay,I'm blogging and listen to this song in my air-cond room.

Feel so great and comfortable with my bed. Ahhhh..

Ya,here's the song, very nice.. I cried, stupid enough! Crap! Lol.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_IgqW55S8Y

Click on it.

Why am I being so dumb? Easy..

Cause I love you so.

2011-08-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

Hello future, although I can't see you, but I know you'll be good :)

I'm back and yes, I'm not active in blogging as last time.
Of course, I even neglected my lappie for few months already,
blame on the smartphone!

:)
Currently I'm good I'm fine I'm healthy I'm happy but still,
every pieces of my broken heart are still not be fixed yet.

It takes a period of time to let go but you are not guaranteed that you won't be looking back again.

Mr Lee told me,"Maybe in the future, when you looking back the past, you'll laugh and realize how noob you are.."

So, Future, I'm coming! See you very soon :)

Mr Wrong,I miss you as usual. But nevermind, future will help me get out of these..
Someone will replace you :)

By the way,wish you are happy. Sincerely :)

Imma Dumb,

2011-07-16T17:30:00.002+08:00

... As I wish, time really flies. Its been two weeks.
Very fast and soon its gonna be a month, two months, three months and so on.
But.. what's the point although the time flies but still, you can't let go?
...

As usual, still missing him every single day.
Still pray for him every single night.
Still waiting.. Like a dumb.

I never wanna find someone to replace him though I wanted to.
But.... Ya,many BUT many excuses.
I told myself to move on, to look around other guys beside me, giving them chances rather than waiting for him.
I did thought of giving up but this is just NOT ME.
Who cares whether is ME or NOT ME, the decision; the ending still CRUEL and MEAN to me.
Because, there's only ONE choice.
End it girl.

* Your name will never appear on my smartphone. Somehow I wish someday I'll saw your name appear. Even though a simple HI,its worth everything to me. *

2011-07-10T14:58:00.003+08:00

-Counting the days.. Its been a week already.. Am still in the progress of letting go-

This is very true. I know.

2011-07-09T17:36:00.000+08:00

I will found my smile back

Beautiful Nightmare

2011-07-09T16:48:00.004+08:00

So long I'm here again. Is good to be home! And that's why I'm freaking bored and yeah,its blogging time! Too bad there's no internet connection at my new place,therefore hometown is the greatest place for me to blog :) Am locking myself in the room and facing my lappie on the bed.

Emo time? Hell NO!

I'm actually walking through one of the difficulties in my life. Its been a tough week for me to hang on. Well, I know my limits. I ain't that weak :) I learn to take and of course learn to let go.

I know it was like a dream for me. Was thought it was only a so called date but too bad, I stepped in too deep. And of course,I'm taking it too serious. Damn.

But things gone,everything over. I've been thinking for the past few days.

I appreciate the moments we had although for a short period only.

You hold my hand, I lay on your shoulder, you pinch my cheeks, I pull your nose......

*memories flash back*

To be honest, I don't easily believing any guys, but you, I put my trusts on you. Serious.

Because you are different, I believe. Somehow although you did break my heart,but still I never wanna put any blames on you, because I understand your situation.

I never hoping and never wanna beg on you to love me.

Because I know, as you said before, LOVE IS BLIND; and I know Love is can't be forced.

I believed you did like me, as you said, just its not the right time,although I don't know whether its sincerely or.. I ain't wanna talk about it.

Perhaps you might thought that I'm kind of boring person whereby we don't have any common topics to talk. Still, I have many things wanna tell you but.. There's no point to say it now.

I did fell for you. But you choose to step backward. So I respect your decision. You said yourself as a jerk, hell yes you were.

But.. For me, you are my beautiful nightmare. Drag me into hell by saying HELLO to me and last, choosing to say GOODBYE to me for my own good.

I wanted to wait for you to come back,because perhaps there's maybe a chance for both of us.

But since you said "I don't think so"..So I've decided to move on.

Somehow, I still can't let go. Would you tell me if one day you are ready?

I prayed for you everyday. Pray everything for you,about you and ALL is you.

I really thought that we both can make it together.

So I hand in everything to God. He will make a way.

Still hoping that we both can be friends. Please do text me if you are really read my blog. At least I know, you are still treating me as a FRIEND :)

Sincerely Thank You so much. And, really Goodbye for the last time, my beloved sayang.

2011-06-18T16:49:00.002+08:00

Its only a crush. I'm not in love.

*Close my eyes, cross fingers*

Dear God, I know whats belong to me means belong to me.

I know, he's not mine. So I'll try to step out before I step in too deep.

Still, I can be his friend :)

Time. Come back to me.

2011-06-18T16:34:00.002+08:00

时间可以再倒转吗?

我真的很难过. 是错误的决定吗?

天父爸爸,我真的很难过很伤心很失望.

耶稣,我心呼求,

耶稣,我呼喊你圣名...

我真的很需要你.

Path

2011-06-11T17:39:00.003+08:00

向左走,向右走.

Sometimes the path of my life is kinda confusing.

Whether to choose the left path or even the right one?

This is life.

2011-06-11T03:26:00.002+08:00

So long I'm back to my space again. Ahhh. A space for me to make a confession :)

So far, I live with everything that I ever wanted.

Got my own job, stable income, and most important is I'm an independent girl who live by my own self without relying others :)

You see.. This is what I want :)

But still, I'm still single. Lols.

Everybody keep asking why shouldn't I have any bf right now?

Errr.. Whats the point of having a bf? Show off?

Anyway,I had a crush on someone. Someone with his personalities that caught my attention.

But too bad, he's in a relationship. Sad to say this.

Whats belong to me will finally comes to me.

If he's not mine, then just let it be.

Maybe is only a crush. But hell yes, I miss him every single day.

-To be continue-

2011-05-11T19:14:00.003+08:00

So long I neglected my blog.

Dhuh!

And here I am. But so sorry, am still not that free to update everyday.

Bad news here,

my voice changed and I suspect that my there's problem with my throat.

People suggested me to go for check up.

:'(

My sales getting worse nowadays.

No high commissions anymore.

Aww.

2011-02-21T19:29:00.004+08:00

I'm currently in Genting people.
Having my Hazelnut Hot Chocolate drink at Starbucks while waiting for my gamble Kings,Dad and bro.
I'm inlove ;)

Oh ya,took MC today. But still went to Genting :P

Blogging seems killing.
I'm so lazy to update.
Forgive me :P

2011-02-05T02:35:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year.
I missed a lot of outings seriously.
Last but not least,went to JB :)
Family gathering.

Haiyo, my holiday gonna end soon.
Sunday I'm going back to KL already.

SO FAST!

Sien diao lo.

2011-02-02T16:34:00.002+08:00

WOOTS! Its reunion time for us!
I'm starving right now. Parents went to uncle's house to help preparing for dinner.
I'm alone at home,online-ing..Don't know what to do.
If go there and help,I don't think I manage to help.So let the elders do.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Red packets! Owh yeah! I can get red packets tonight!
Weeeeee.
Not big deal. I need to sacrifice few hundreds of mine as well,for my parents :D
HAHAHAHA.
That's what a good girl do. *claps*
Lol.

I brought 1K back to home and I guess now I left 1Hundred.
Am waiting for my another salary. Come on pay day! Mama is waiting for you!
I need to shop badly! And for sure,after cny,I'm going to "pay a visit" for a doctor.
Especially for my skin.
*smack forehead*
I don't know what's going on. My fore head popped out more and more pimples again!
Damn. Cny mah, even pimples also want to reunion hor. Dieeeee.
Everyone told me that that is a process for a teenager,
everyone will face the same problem for their skin.
But I really can't stand on it mannn.
I want my skin back!

Never know that I'll have this day! Means I never know that my skin will become like this!
I used to feel proud of my skin last time but now,
no eyes to see!

2011-02-01T11:19:00.001+08:00

Woots. The sun finally comes out with SMILE.

There will be a prosperity new year this year.

Thanks God ;)

2011-01-31T16:13:00.001+08:00

雨一直下...根本没有停过.
这就是我们的新年 :(

No outings, no gathering, no reunion.
But only "teh tarik".

Hmmm.
God listen to our prayers bah.
Bless all of the people.

Wish we can have a prosperity new year for 2011.

我的妈,2012真的是事实吗?

2011-01-31T13:34:00.001+08:00

I hate when you yell at me! So I choose to shut my mouth and don't want to talk to you!
I fucking hate your temper! I hate you! Why don't you just talk in polite way!
You never learn the lesson! Never!

2011-01-30T16:05:00.000+08:00

Theylovemuahsexylips.

HAHAHAHA!

ILOVEHISO

2011-01-30T14:07:00.004+08:00

我宝贝珠珠姐.

阿肥pan总和阳光Sunny

他们超超超可爱的.喜欢..

最爱还是你Coby! HAHAHAHAHA!

Natalie陪我跳热舞.Hahaha!

他们喝中国茶,我们喝美国茶. Lol

HISO-ing on Friday night.
我的第一次全都给Hiso了.HAHAHAHA.
我爱Hiso! Xoxo

2011-01-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

我的英雄.

我爱死你了.

昨晚真难忘!开心死了..喝到半醉半High.

谢谢珠珠 :D

I can sing now! :D

2011-01-23T13:30:00.003+08:00

Lol.
My throat finally recovered. I guess so.
I can sing now!

This video macam a bit slow geh =.=

Anyway,God healed my throat!

Wohooooooooo!

Okay. Obviously, yong sui betul my face =,=
I don't like my expression during singing. Macam ewwwwwwwwwww.

[爱]莫文蔚

2011-01-22T21:03:00.001+08:00

因为你总会提起,过去总不会过去.

有种真爱,不是我的.

2011-01-20T22:05:00.003+08:00

Haha. I'm alone and started to emo again. Slap me please so that I can awake.

To be honest, I viewed someone photo and again,memories flashed back.
Reminds me of him :)
Is actually nothing much to share. But,we've been together for only 1 month.
HAHAHAHA.
I have no idea whether that is Love or just a game.
But for me,is Love.
Used to love him very much. But I already know that we both won't be together for so long.
Remember the way he holds my hand,he kissed my lips,he hugged me.
From that moment,I'm happy to be with him.
We never let people know that we were together,so it seems like "underground relationship".
I don't mind actually because he used to brought me out once or even twice for every week.
Even my parents also knew that I went out with him every week. And he used to greet my parents as well.
He brought sweets for me every time I met up with him.
I still remember.
Its been already 4 years ago I think.
You see. I have a good memory and I still remember :)
I remember the place that he usually brought me to.
Remember he told me that he wanna bring me out for trips.
Is a false promise, I knew that :)
I never been disappointed.
All I wish is to have my own happiness.

Day by day, we have nothing much to say. Relationship became more and more worst.
We never argue about it.
But started to neglecting each others until one day, I told him that somethings wrong between two of us and he told me He found out that too.
He said he need time to calm down, maybe because he is too busy with his stuffs.
I said fine. Because I need time to settle everything down too.

Our chances to meet each others become more and more less. Until one day, I told him I can't stand on it anymore. He said,lets be friends and that perhaps is a good choice for both of us.
Once he told me that,I told him the same way too. I said, I have the same thought as yours.
Maybe we are not suitable to be together.
I remember I cried during my shower.
I'm so stupid.
I cried not because of we break up.
I cried because I don't know how to be a good gf.

Ask about my love towards him?
Used to love him very much but at last, the love started fade away.
He loves me not?
I'm not sure.
But I remember, the word I love you that he used to told me before.

Hope that you are happy with your life now.
Although I'm single right now, but I'm happy with my life.
Thanks for being one of my loves one :)

Enough for being emo.

Good night cupcakes :)

One of my VIP :)

2011-01-19T23:07:00.004+08:00

Owh. I'm missing someone so much. Don't know why.
To be honest, I love you so much wheyy. And to be honest,I'm not a lesbian for sure!

I'm interested on guy okay! :PAnyway,very very very miss you and very very very love you :)
Thanks for being one of my VIP in my life.
I treasure and appreciate you so much.
Thanks for being good to me, and thanks for everything that you've bought for me and etc.

You are forever my VIP :)
I proclaim.

God will bless you and your family :)

I love you xpp :)

Teeeheee.

2011-01-14T22:55:00.002+08:00

短短的相识,此刻又把我们的距离隔一边.
我怀念,我们的有说有笑.
但现在见了面,微微笑,然后就像陌生人擦肩而过.

其实,我最讨厌,为什么等到彼此关系要开始培养了起来,距离就会变得更远去呢?
他,依然是我的朋友.
但不希望成为Hi Bye friend.

朋友,我珍惜你.

2011-01-14T17:10:00.005+08:00

Since I have no voice, so I've decided to take MC for two days.
Wo-hoo. Obviously, I'm very lazy. I need time to rest more. Too bad, I'm working on 2moro, is Saturday man! :(

Happy Friday. Went to Jusco to buy my things. *Money fly*
Again, visited my ex colleagues :) And had lunch with my ex manager at Nando's.

*Heart*

CNY is around the corner.
Red packets mari mari.

By the way,my lovely is coming 2moro. Wohoo!
I'm going to shopping with her on Sunday. Oh yeah! ;)
Cash lagi. HAHAHAHAHA.
My bank account going to burst out already.
Keep on spending in this month. Fuhhh.

Have you switch on your CNY mood?
Me, of course although there's no CNY feel.
Anyway, CNY still CNY :)
Family reunion wheyy. I paling suka!

I think I'm gonna get my new gadget very very soon.
Iphone or Blackberry. Uhmmmm.
Am still deciding.

2011-01-11T22:46:00.001+08:00

One thing to confirm, very very sure.

Is not because of you anymore.
And not about you anymore.

I'm very sorry.

2011-01-08T17:49:00.002+08:00

I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick! :(

So damn suffering lorh. The weather looks normal but the wind is really really really cold and I'm freezing for the whole day :( Even I've turned off the fan but the fan is still moving. This proves that the wind is so strong and of course sooooo cold.

Having sore throat and fever in the same time :(
Please,I hope I can recover by tonight or even tomorrow because I still need to work on Monday :(
No voice how to make call ler?
*cry*

Heavenly Father, heal me Your daughter so that I can recover very very soon.
I'm so hungry but I've lost my appetite. Don't know what to eat :(

I wanna hang out with my friends but I can't make it :(

What a worse weekends I had.
Owh noooooooo.

2011-01-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

Hello Blogspot!
First of all, I'm so outdated and am so sorry for neglected my blog for around 1 week?
Cheh,1 week only ma.

By the way,I've started my job officially as a tele marketer.
Good to say that is my 1st experience to work as a TSE.
Bad to say that I'm so nervous when on call and having conversation with the customers.
WHY MALAYSIANS ARE SO RUDE??!
I have no idea.

Faced this during my second day on call. Customers scolded and being rude. I was like,
"I'm so sorry for disturbing you and thank you for your time, bye bye".
And then ended with EMO face.
Lol! I can't let go=,= Although the customer don't know who am I, but I'm sensitive enough I think. HAHAHAHA!
Stupidnya I.

So,as usual,prayed to Heavenly Father so that all the customers that I'm going to call are GOOD,POLITE and NICE.
Yes! Indeed! God listened to my prayers! And all the customers that I've called today were totally nice,friendly and although some of them might rejected me,but they rejected in a good way,in a good manner. So sweet.

Hmm, Glory to our God! TQ Heavenly Father.
I did sales for my 1st day on call until today which is the 3rd day!
Again, Glory to our God! He is Great, ALL THE TIME!
*Clap for him people*

My life.
I've started to be close with Heavenly Father,learning His words,listening His songs and spend time to have a talk to Him.
To be honest,my life is great!
Although some times I felt stress on my work but still I believe,
HE WILL MAKE A WAY!

HAVE A NICE WEEKENDS PEOPLE!
CIAO :)

Love from,

*scary me*

Teeheee`

2011-01-02T00:49:00.002+08:00

很遗憾的.今天我弄丢了姐姐的结婚戒指.真是崩溃到....
谁对谁错我不想解释.
但是没有任何人怪我,而我一直痛苦.毕竟那个是她的结婚戒指,不是我的.

爸爸一直说不是我的错,是他的错,一直叫我不要责怪自己,一直说是他多余叫我把戒指拿给姐姐,谁知道跌到哪里去了.

妈咪说我们全部都有错.哎.....我懒惰解释.
我真的过意不去.爸妈说会买一支新的给姐姐.可是,我还是觉得内疚...

阿爸天父,你是听祷告的神,求你让我在明天找到那遗失的戒指.不然,我的心真的真的过意不去.
:'(

Amen.
我的01012011真的搞砸了.我一点都不开心.
没有mood了.

晚安.

New Year Eve

2011-01-01T01:48:00.002+08:00

当你的眼睛眯着笑 ;)

当你..
I had a great day,great new year eve.
Nothing special.
Just went out for sing k, shopping and din even going for countdown.
The town was totally packed with brunch of people!
Can't breathe. Oh my.
Had a talk and shooting session with Kiateo too.
I'm waiting for the pictures.
Muahahahhaha!

2010-12-31T00:54:00.002+08:00

其实,我不明白.那种感觉再次回来了,只是发生在不同人的身上.原谅我,我知道这也许是个错觉.但是一样,我无法控制.

我试着不去想.希望如此.
因为我知道你所谓的他毕竟不是我.

我不要为了你而搞成自己emo.

我很好.

2010-12-31T00:22:00.001+08:00

Oh my, I don't wish that you are a xxx.
:(

2010-12-29T20:57:00.003+08:00

Are you happy? Yes you are but I'm not :(
Very not happy.

*Tear*The raindrops just like my tear drops.

2010 Christmas

2010-12-26T22:41:00.003+08:00

I had a wonderful Christmas with my beloved family.
What about you?

Christmas tree with full of decorations and also present,
which can brought happiness and smile appeared immediately on our faces :)

My house's Christmas tree

My grandma's house

I love Christmas. Because its our reunion day.
Although grandma was passed away,but still she lives in our heart.

Although some of my relatives can't make it to come back Segamat and celebrate with us.
But still, we are united because

with Christ. There's only way.
One way to be united with Christ :)

By the way,what have you got for your Christmas present?
Me?
I've got every presents of mine are COSMETICS sets.
Serious,not kidding.

Fuhh. Imma make up artist right now. Because I have plenty of cosmetics already.
Can give away to others XD

2010-12-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

L is for the way you look at me...
(continue singing)

ENDS UP

WITH

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

I want sing K. Thats it!

2010-12-20T23:05:00.003+08:00

Believe it or not. I'm like a crying baby right now and asking for hugs to comfort myself.
Not you. I want my mama :'( I want my mama!! :'(

*sniff sniff* I started my very first office job today and overall during the training was fun,and get to know more friends. Thanks God. But once I turned home, the feelings are totally different. Because my mom went back to Segamat already. No one accompany me,no one to clean up my room,no one to tidy up and wash my clothes,no one to prepare breakfast for me,no one to wait me back from work.. *cry*
Maybe I just get used to it that she's staying with me although she's been staying with me previously for the 20 days.

Cry.
I told her I miss her so much.
She said she will come to KL again.
But the problem is I MISS YOU RIGHT NOW :'(
No one sleep beside me tonight :'(

2010-12-11T00:47:00.004+08:00

I'm going to change my job very soon again. From a beauty consultant to a tele-marketer executive. Big different? Uhmm.For me is still the same, is like providing services through communication. I love to talk? Yes I do.

And I hope everything will be fine especially for my new job.
Thanks God I've got it. But still is under 6 months contract before being confirm.
My very first so called office job and working during office hour. Kinda excited!
Uhmmmm..I need to be more mature perhaps..LOL!!
Pray hard for me TQ :)

Mom is sleeping tightly now and I'm here. Soon she'll back to Segamat and I think I'm sure not get used to it since she's staying with me for one week already.
Be honest,I love she's staying with me. How sweet she was.

xoxo from
ME

2010-12-09T23:27:00.003+08:00

My prettiest mom.

Went shopping for the whole day with her today,since it was my off day.
Bought quite many clothes but mostly all not suits me.
Oh yes,I gained weight. Plus mom is here. So,I can't skip any meals or else she will be nag at me again.
Last night went out supper with her. Oh gosh,we ate a lot a lot and a lot.
*Smack forehead*

Xmas is coming wei..But still,I din even lose 1 or even 0.1 Kg.
*claps*

Somethings wrong with my digital camera, the lens.
This photo is totally without edit but obviously,you can see there's black thingy on the photo.

My skin is getting worse worse worse!

Walaoehhh,memang banyak complains lo.

Anyway,I had a great day with mom. I love her lots.

And also had dinner with Chu Chu at Kepong. What else if not Bah Kut Teh.

Fuyohhhhhhh,very very full!

Thumbs up for today!
Thanks God.

My SHE

2010-12-08T00:15:00.003+08:00

My mom is currently staying with me here in KL.
You are right. She left Segamat and now she's in KL.
Aww..Is good to have mom beside meeee! Serious wei!
She done everything include room cleaning,house cleaning,kitchen cleaning and even toilet cleaning.
This is not a joke!
Even my room now is soooo soooo sooooo tidy! And my things are all well organized.
Thanks to my lovely lovely mom.
Hugs.

You meant everything for me. I mean it!
I love you and I love dad.
Don't ask me I love who more.Because I love you both,
so please don't being jealous if I said I wanted to give daddy a phone call.
Lol.
Because last few days,she's jealous when I said that I wanna give daddy a call.
Ooppsiee..

And just now,
had steamboat with mom and housemates.
This time my mom treats all of us.
So sweet of youuuuuu :D

TQ for prepared everything mom!
Awww.. I'm so blessed and so happy especially during these days when you are beside meeee.
ILY soo much.

By the way, Xmas is coming.I shall get presents for my family.
*Thinking hard* What to get? Uhhhhmm.
Budgetttttt. Almost out of cash. Don't feel wanna dig out my savings...
Hmmmm..

Oh ya, I love Xmas songs soooooo much!
Jingle bellsssssssss* Lets sing!
Once I heard Xmas songs,I felt peaceful.
Awwwwww.
Santa Claus is really coming to town!
So sweet.

HOHOHO!

I'm soooo damn lovin' Lomo effect!

More Lomo please xD

Off to bed. Night world.

GOD BLESS MY FAMILY!

AMEN!

2010-12-02T13:08:00.001+08:00

不会的.不会破碎的!
我宣告.

奉主耶稣的名.
Amen.

ILY always

2010-12-01T23:30:00.005+08:00

Is hard for him to say Sorry? Perhaps.
Am not blaming.
I love him so much.
The way he tried not to mention about it and the way he acted like nothing happen totally make me teared. Ended with "ok la take care bye" again broke my heart.
Not because of disappointment, but because of how much I love you.

You've text me, asking this asking that. Why aren't you ask me when I'm on the phone with you?
You scared to mention about it aren't you?

I don't wanna see anyone of us get hurt. She neither.
I teared because I care, I care because I love.

A post for you.

I love you so much.
Please don't act like nothing happen because someday you still need to face it.
Please don't act like you are strong because everyone of us are weak.

No one can be stronger like God.

Again.
I love you so much.

Its seems like every messages I've replied I LOVE YOU to him.
Because I do.

1st December.Sigh.

2010-12-01T22:58:00.004+08:00

Something bad happened and again,I teared.

Nothing much to say and no one to blame.Because I know soon it will be fine. Because we're not alone.
God is with us. His love forever will be with us. Never leave.

God bless people that I love.
He knows.
Pray hard.

Amen.

2010-11-28T00:54:00.000+08:00

连续几天都熬夜.
不是几天,是每天......Oh no!

2010-11-25T23:04:00.003+08:00

我不需要你给的以后,
因为我珍惜现在拥有.

I always told myself to appreciate what I've got.
Whats belong to me will be mine always.
So no worries.

I'm sooo inlove with off days. Was actually plan to out alone for shopping but hmm,save money!
Lol.

Seriously wanna get an Iphone or Blackberry for myself.
I'm not addicted on those gadgets. But hmm,just wanna get one for myself by myself.
Sooooo,
earn and save money! :D

2010-11-24T22:46:00.002+08:00

You thought makeup is fun? Enjoy?
Hell NO seriously.

I used to love makeup before,I mean I'm interested on it but now I'm sick of it!
Seriously weyyy.
Putting on the same cosmetics everyday on your skin is like killing your own skin!
Walaoehhhhh.

I'm so regret for started makeup when I was still young!
And now,here's the effect.

Excuse me,I won't so ba lia post up my "naked" face de lor.

素颜真好.Big sigh.
The problem is FOR ME IS SUCKS.

2010-11-24T22:28:00.002+08:00

不瞒你知,我就是真的很爱我的爸爸.
他的笑容很慈祥hor.我跟他的长相完全不像,可是脾气就真的超像=.=
分明是,我不喜欢我老爸的脾气,很爱念..原来我就是这样,跟他一样.

还记得,以前时常跟爸爸吵架,每次都爱顶嘴,顶到他发脾气beh tahan我.
真的.
他凶起来吓死人.什么都骂.
每次吵了过后,我们都会不说话,所谓冷战.一星期不说话.我对他也不理不睬.
最后,他会先开口跟我说话.

以前是以前,现在就不同啦.
毕竟我已经开始一个人生活.没有家人的陪伴.
所以彼此的感情更是深厚.因为很少见面,思念就很多.

他现在还在休息当中.因为走路对他来说还不方便.
他的脚还没康复.
求神医治怜悯.祝福我最最最最爱的爸爸.

刚刚跟他通了电话.
超想他的:)

一样,我也想念我火辣的妈咪.
Hahahahahaha!

祝福我家人.
祝福我爸爸和妈咪 :)

神祝福满满. Amen.

2010-11-21T01:26:00.002+08:00

最近比较烦比较烦比较烦...
突然想唱这首歌.

烦也要活得自然.
感恩 :)

*有些事你永远不必问,有些人你永远不必等*

我就是喜欢优美又有意思的文句。

我没有emo.哈哈哈哈哈哈.

2010-11-08T23:08:00.002+08:00

我姐姐和姐夫 :)

We looking forward for the day and yes,very very soon! The day is Coming!
I'm going back to Segamat this Thursday for holiday! :D
Because obviously the pictures above,show that my sister is going to married ;)

Means this week is gonna be a busy week for my family.
By the way, Friday,which is on 12/11/10,my house got open house.
Friends are welcome my mom said.
Any info or requirements just call me ;)
Noticed: For ONLY my friends.

2010-11-08T01:05:00.003+08:00

最近过得不好不坏.但是,现在才月头,我开始觉得手头紧.
真的要开始省省省.

I'm going back to hometown very very soon for my sister's wedding.
I haven't buy my dress and heel yet. And now I realized I was totally out of cash!
*smack forehead*
Now is only beginning of November,and I'm out of cash? Serious=.=
I bought this bought that for my family but I bought nothing for myself.
Wanted to buy clothes for my brother but so sorry,seriously out of cash now.

I need to find my banker very soon.
Walaoehhhh,my salary really tak cukup for me this month!
And the rental...............arghhhh! Dieeee gao gaoooo.

神祝福满满.
Amen.

2010-11-04T22:05:00.002+08:00

:) Hello Sunshine! Oops. Hello moonlight!
I'm off today and went out to meet up with my cousin and her friend :) As usual,had lunch together and went to sing K. Its been a long time never holding a mic. Oppsie.
Was actually plan to shopping and get my self some new dresses and shoes just for my sister's coming wedding day. Because I haven't get any new dresses for myself. Even my parents bought theirs already. *Smack forehead* I have no idea what to buy and what to wear.
I've been busy buying clothes for my youngest sisters== Not even for myself. Please tell me that Imma good sister! Lols.

Good news people!
My dad was discharged from the hospital and now he is safely at home. Thanks God!
Had a chat with him just now and I miss my family soooo much!
Can't wait to go back and see them! :)

2010-11-04T02:22:00.002+08:00

Everyone need to be pampered by others.
Especially girls.

I just damn lovin' the hair of mine on that night (Annual Dinner Night).
My colleagues keep saying that I looked like a Japanese doll.
*Phewittttt*

Had a quite heavy make-ups and obviously I wore fake lashes.
Boo.
I don't need a make-up artist because I can do make-ups by my own.
:D

2010-11-04T02:08:00.002+08:00

Finally I can online! Its been a week I've lost contact with FB!

For your information,my dad involved in an accident on last few weeks,which is on 25th Oct. It was totally shocked us down! He broke his leg but thanks God,he's fine but currently in Kuantan hospital due to his leg get infection and he can't manage to go back to Segamat or even transfers to Segamat hospital.

I miss my family,especially my parents. My mom were in Kuantan for almost one week just to take care of my dad. I can't even go to Kuantan to visit him and I totally felt guilty. But as usual,I called him for everyday to have a talk to him.

And I hope,God you will listen to our prayers and heal my dad so that he is getting more and more better. I proclaimed! Bless my family,especially my parents and also my elder sister's coming wedding day! Hope daddy will fully recover especially on my sis's big day!
Amen!

And thanks to those who concerned and even prayed for my dad and my family.
God bless all.
Thank you so much!

2010-10-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

I want a big glass of Hot chocolate. Am freaking hungry right now actually.
And my best friend came and visit me as well. For what He's been so long never visit me.

Proudly to present, Mr Sore throat.

Oh gosh! I'm going to sick!

Next month is coming. Again,I started to stress myself :'(

God bless this month and bless my next month please!!
Especially when I'm living alone right now. Arhhh.
I don't like to depends on others so I need to work it out for myself but somehow,
life is torturing. Especially when you are alone...without family and friends.

I have no one to speak with when I'm emo. Not because I don't have any friends.
Because of living alone without roommate.
Although I like to sleep alone.
But still,alone is so freaking boring!

And I miss my previous roommate,my BFF so much!

Alin-位置

2010-10-22T14:20:00.001+08:00

...还为你保留了位置.

我爱上了A-Lin的位置. 歌词有意思.就像我的心声.

虽然没有正式地拥有过你.

往事...所以过去了.

2010-10-21T20:27:00.004+08:00

TQ to cosmetics.
I really looked different with and without make-ups.

That's me.

By the way,I really need to cut my fringe dy huh?
It was totally awful and even sometimes make my eyes itchy.

But I'm worry about my fore head.

You know.Pimples popped out because of the fringe!

2010-10-19T01:13:00.003+08:00

我开始怀疑自己.

真的对不起.

God bless all.

Good night and sleep tight :)

2010-10-19T00:53:00.002+08:00

突然很想念Isabel :)

此刻也想念爸爸妈妈哥哥姐姐妹妹.

我很爱很爱我的家人.
虽然有时候合不来,但毕竟是家人,永远都是家人.

A short post to keep my blog update.
But sincere from my heart * I really do miss my family lots *

2010-10-14T23:31:00.002+08:00

Hey KayElle I'm back!
So darn miss my family!
Don't even feel wanna come back to KL. Since I'm staying alone and working at here.
Life. Big sigh.

I love this sooo much. Although my face is damn big and round!
Its daddy's 56th blessed birthday by the way.
He is getting older :'( Love him lots.

Seriously,
I have a bad skin condition nowadays.
Very very bad. Pimples,scars,acnes and most worst is eye bag!

I'm not really happy today.
Since some of the stocks in our shop missing.
And we need to pay for it!

RM1++ ler..Kai wan siao meh!
Plus I'm so damn poor right now!
*close my eyes*
Don't wanna know.

Big sigh.

God bless tomorrow!

Good night.

2010-10-12T23:46:00.005+08:00

Lol.
Went to KFC with family. Its been a long time never dining in KFC with family.
Because we only dine together in KFC when we were young.
Hahahahahah~
And now,me and my siblings grown up and "grown old" as well XD

:)

By the way, Happy Birthday Daddy!!!
We are going to celebrate for him tomorrow :D

2010-10-12T23:35:00.003+08:00

I damn miss her soo much and finally,
we meet up.

Went to her crib as well :)

2010-10-12T11:48:00.002+08:00

他送我的画. 虽然不是他亲手画的,但他说筹备这很久了.
Thank you.

Segamat! I'm back yo!

跟家人团聚真爽.
Daddy's birthday is on 2moro and we are going to celebrate for him.

<3

Blessing

2010-10-06T23:26:00.005+08:00

I'm touched after saw the pictures that being tagged on FB.
Omg! She's my sister! My sister is getting married!!! :'(

Although this sounds suddenly,but I believe,is a blessing from Heavenly Father.
Heavenly Father loves my sister so much and He gave her a little one.
May God bless my sister and bless my future brother-in-law,and also her future own family.

Bless my family as well.
Touched right now :)
Hope they both are happy.

Am going to attend her wedding on this coming November.
God bless her!
She's the first who getting marry in our family.

Pretty bride :)

By the way,I'm going to be her bridemaid.
And seriously,I need to diet!
Walaoehhhh.

2010-09-30T14:28:00.000+08:00

I changed my blog's layout and the header as well.
Hope it won't disgust you.

Haha.

2010-09-30T12:48:00.001+08:00

难得今天休息;)

今天情绪有点不怎么好.
今晚在家会有BBQ.

Hope I won't get bored.

My currently addiction

2010-09-26T22:41:00.008+08:00

My currently addiction, 李炜 from 快乐男声2010冠军得主.

会唱歌的男人真帅.

I set this picture as my phone's screen saver.
Whenever I look at my phone,I'm soooooo HAPPY!
Lol

I'm repeating the song again and again. Which song? Nehh~ That video that I posted on my previous post. Click it and have a look. He is sooooo damn cute. Don't know why. Maybe I love guy who can sing :D And his voice,again and again melted my heart. Never stop listening to this song. And his other videos as well ;)
Slap me wei. I don't like being addicted on something or someone,because once I'm addicted,then I will non stop mention about it. And once I get bored,I will forget about it.

What kind of person I am? I don't know.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

As I know,this is my "so called" stupid personality that I hate the most. LOL!

But for sure..I'm addicted in singing and that would be my whole life addiction.
天啊..我就是热爱唱歌!!! :D
A gift from God, and I will use it wisely :D

Amen!

Last but not least,
The cute side of him ^^就是喜欢他
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA!

Ciao peeps.
I'm tired and Good night ;D

李炜王杰《一场游戏一场梦》快乐男声4进3

2010-09-23T02:13:00.001+08:00

I damn love this guy now!
Wang Jie don't have to say,because I love him since long time ago.
And this song...Arh,my forever love.

Sibeh nice..And Lee Wei sang until so charming. His voice,
omg...Melted my heart and I keep on repeating this song again and again.

Awwwww.

2010-09-23T01:50:00.002+08:00

Mid-Autumn Festival was just over.

Uhmm,and IDK why I'm sooooo quiet today.
Hmmmm`

2010-09-21T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hello people. Tomorrow is moon cake festival and I've requested for an Off day ;)
Plan to out with church mates for buffet or steamboat tomorrow night.
Actually,the colleagues wanted to go Kepong for steamboat as well,but don't feel wanna join them. Because seems like long time never gather together with cg.

My dad called and said they are going to eat moon cake 2moro. (He gave me a hint to go back)
But I'm working the next day after moon cake festival ehh.
Aww.
Am so sad because can't go back reunion with them :'(

Hmmm. I'm pampering myself nowadays.
Money fly fly fly..
Bought lots masks again.
Even myself also shocked the way I've spent my money.
Big sigh.

2010-09-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

First of all, VINCCI is on SALE babeh!!! And yea,I grabbed my favorite sandals by the way :D
Up to 70% off ler. Kai wan xiao mehhh.
I turned on my shopping mode since last Thursday! Ya,the day I went to shopped alone.
Since that day, I keep on spending money. Buying this buying that. *smack fore head*
Yesterday I bought 2 pairs of VINCCI sandals, and today I bought another 2 D&D T-shirts.
And then I went to Padini. Walaoehhh,I spotted few pretty nice clothes and feel wanna grab those today. Luckily,I controlled myself. Ended without buying those. My heart feel a bit itchy now. =.=
I wanna buy FOS T-shirt as well because I love FOS funky shirts. And also,there's still many pretty heels and sandals @ VINCCI that I wanna buy~ Ishhhhh.
I wonder how am I going to survive on next month.
Daddy's birthday is around the corner. Wondering to buy him one set of suit.Long sleeve shirt,vest,coat,tie and slack. *My plan*
By the way,rental RM415..=.= This actually drives me crazy now.

Again. I'm looking for a roommate weiii~

2010-09-16T23:35:00.006+08:00

Boo`
I know. Don't say.
I will diet so that I will look good on this coming November.
Hehe.

This is my very first time went to shopping alone. At first, I was afraid and of course, I don't wanna let my parents know. Otherwise,they will nag at me again. Yaya, for them, KL is a dangerous city.
So they don't even let me go out alone. But today, I did :)
Its been a long time I've never shop.
And today, I bought myself new clothes. Teeheeeee :)
4 T-shirts, 3 denim shorts,1 jumpsuit and 1denim top.
I was actually looking for dress. But unfortunately,they can't even catch my attention.
And also cardigan..I've been looking for cardigan for so long but too bad,there's no one suit my taste.
Spotted one polka dot jumpsuit but ended without buying it.
Am regret right now actually :'(

My cousin,Florence meet me up for dinner. We had Kenny Rogers Roasters. She captured me,I captured her :D

Slurrp`
Side order

Mine and I know its fattening.
Don't care. Because I haven't eat anything from morning until just now.

Was actually planned to watch Piranha. Unfortunately the ticket was sold out.
Thanks goodness for me, because I heard that movie is totally disgusting and hell yes I'm afraid of those "blood" thingy.
Eww.
But my cousin wanna watch it very very much. Hahaha.
After that,we drove to Subang to visit my 3rd uncle.
Chit-chatted and watched movie for a while.
And now,I'm back here.

I wanna go shopping on the next coming off day again! S
hopping alone is totally great! I bet you will think so :P

Okay,I'm working full shift 2moro and I totally hate.
What to do.

Byeeee peeps.

Sharing :)

2010-09-16T00:00:00.016+08:00

A belated post. First of all, HELLO THERE!

I'm busy because of working,so seriously I ain't free to update my blog. But since I off 2moro,why not I update my blog.
Teeeheeeeee..

Went to Genting Klang's Hometown for steamboat with Water and Silent.
Because I'm totally craving for steamboat! Lol. Just only 3 of us.
And also for dessert at Snow Blizz, Desa Setapak.

Photos`

And there's another steamboat with the housemates.
Sam,Daniel and Tong Aik.
Lawrence couldn't join us because he went back to Sarawak.

And and and, I received a box of Kuih raya which is Kuih Makmur from a customer :D
Thanks God! Its been a long time never eat Kuin Makmur since I moved from Sabah to Johore.

I'm gaining weight but Patrick the pinky starfish said I slimmed down a bit =.=
See my round face!! But nevermind,means I'm having happiness life with full of blessings.
Xoxo.

I did applied BB cream. Or else my skin will make you puke.
I'm not kidding.
My skin worst like hell.

Deng deng deng.
Spot the difference of with and without makeup.

Life is full of lies.
Even the camera pixel lies as well.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Because of what,
Hello~~ I ain't this fair. The camera really makes me looks like a bit Snow White.*PUKE*
Imma charcoal black.
Lol

Or maybe I can be hawt as Gaga?
Like this..I bought this jacket but seriously I never wear it out even one time.
Too Gaga I guess for me.
But for you maybe not.
LOL. I love fashion but I don't have the passion to wear it out. Lol.

By the way,another sharing here.
Since my skin is getting worse, so am trying some sort of new products for my skin.

First of all, I used Clinique products before and first,it really impressed me because of the turnaround concentrate which I did applied everynight to renew my skin. That is actually a good product. For the facial,toner and moisturizer. I'm not satisfied with it.Especially the toner and moisturizer. The toner was too strong for my skin so whenever I apply on my skin,my skin gets hurt and feeling too cool,I thought is good because refreshing but actually, it damage my cells. The chemicals too strong maybe. I hate the moisturizer the most. Too oily. HAHAHA.
For the turnaround instant facial masque, not bad too. But the more and long period I'm using it, the more I feel that my skin is getting pain whenever using it. Maybe because of the scrub.
I used Clinique sun block, foundation and mascara before too.
The sun block is too oily; the foundation is good but confirm will cover your pores because it is too dense, because the foundation is some sort of cream type but not liquid.
Anyway,good thing is I love the mascara the most. Easy to apply and easy to remove. After applied, the effect was good as well ;)

Well..
Currently I'm using these products. Which I felt comfortable after using these.

1. SIMPLE products in traveling pack.
I love the gel cleanser. After washed your face,you can immediately feel the effect,smooth.
The toner as well. It doesn't contain any alcohol, so you won't feel cool,pain or anything whenever you apply on your skin.
For the moisturizer, the effect is hydrating and the most important for me is,it is NOT OILY at all and can be used as make up base :D
Go and get these especially if you are having sensitive skin like me.
100% promote to those who are having sensitive skin.
Have a try on it.
Not expensive at all.
Those 3 cost for only RM20.++ (For mini traveling pack)

2. Cleansing Express Sebum
See see see!

I love the moment when I'm going to remove my makeup.
Because this product is really good for me.
It is water based but not oil based. At first I thought is good to use cleansing oil to remove makeup and only oil can remove your makeup perfectly.
Yes,oil indeed can remove your makeup perfectly but for those who having an oily skin are not suitable to use cleansing oil. Because whenever cleaning oil touches on an oily skin, then your skin will become too moisture until pimples pop out easily.
By the way, after using Cleansing express sebum,you will totally feel that your skin are clean,smooth and it has hydrating function. You won't feel oily or even sticky after using it.
Go Watson and grab one for yourself. There's 4 types if I'm not mistaken.
I'm currently using "For oily and combination skin".
Watson are having 15% discount on it.
Now cost for only RM29.65.
Very very cheap and worth for a big bottle of cleaning sebum which contains 300ml.

3. Essence Mask sheets
Currently Elianto is having promotion on it.
What promotion? Go any outlet of Elianto and ask for it. Am lazy to explain here.
Since I've been explain this everyday during working time =.=
I'm using

ROSE- anti oxidant and to renew your skin.

CUCUMBER-main function is to hydrating.

ALOE-especially for sensitive skin like me. To moisture and to make your skin looks smoother.

These masks cost RM6 per pieces. Not cheap lor. I'm using it everyday means RM6 gone everyday :'(
HAHAHA.
Don't worry. Because now only cost RM1 per piece but purchase with terms and conditions.
Lol

As a conclusion,
I'm working hard to taking good care of my skin otherwise my parents are going to nag at me once they saw my skin. Especially my nagging daddy.

And also..
NOT ALL EXPENSIVE AND BRANDED PRODUTS ARE GOOD OR EVEN SUITABLE FOR EVERY PEOPLE AND EVERY TYPES OF SKIN.
Especially for me.
That would be the main point.

So stop wasting your money.

I wanna try b.liv products by the way.
Yes,I'm gonna try on it soon.

Click on it for more information :)
Bliv Facebook
Bliv Homepage

I heard bliv products are good. And the products get positive feedback from others especially my previous pretty lecturer+tutor, Ms Emily Cheng.

:)

And and and, to have a healthy skin, you need to go to the bed earlier.
Fine. Its 2.25am now and yes,I know I know.

Ciao people!
Sweet dreams.

2010-09-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

Hello People.

I NEED A FEMALE ROOMMATE.

Currently I'm staying in Wangsa Maju Metroview Condo.

Who need a room and share a room with me? Do msg me thanks.
Only for those people who knows me and I know you :)

2010-09-10T01:07:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya People!

So fun that others having holidays but not me :'(
Indeed I need to work. Sad gao gao.

My family is going to Malacca for holidays!
Family gathering weiiiiiii. I missed it again!!!
So regret for working.
Damn!
早知道不要做工先!气死我.

Yayayaaaaaa.I'm alone right now and missing my family so so so so badly.
*Crying alone*

Byeeeee.
By the way,had a great outing with beloved Water and Silent.
Wait for another post.
Because Imma off right now and starts working 2moro.
Pek chek~

RAYA MAAAAA.Need to be GREEEEEEENNNN ;P

2010-09-09T02:40:00.001+08:00

Again. I felt so sorry. Why always like that!

Forgive me again Dear Heavenly Father.
I just can't control myself.

我也不想这样.

2010-09-09T00:24:00.006+08:00

Finally,my pretty cousin came Wangsa and visited us :)
For sure,she brought us out for dinner. Headed to Kepong for Bah Kut Teh.
Its been a long time I never eat BKT already. Damn excited when she said she wanna bring us out for BKT. Muahahahahaha!

Portion for 3 people. *I'm gaining weight again*
Hiak hiak hiak.

Currently she's staying in Kepong and work as a reporter. She is damn good one lo. Purposely came from Kepong to visit us and then drove us to Kepong for dinner and then drove us back to Wangsa and then went back to her crib at Kepong again. Hahahahahaha!

By the way,I'm staying alone starts from today. Yes. My elder sister has resigned her job and going back to Segamat tomorrow. And that's why I need to go back and work in Elianto.
I don't wish to work at there but no choice,because my sister suddenly wanna resign and they don't have enough manpower. So its me gonna replace her for few months.
Fine lor. I need to work at there for few months again lor.
Make-up the whole again. Big sigh! Really tired :(

I'm waiting to receive my Diploma Certificate because I haven't get my cert yet.
So its kinda hard for me to apply any job.
My parents asked me don't being too rush. Everyone said so.
But I really wanna find a better job with better salary.
As I said before, I wanna be a successful person. HAHAHAHA.
I don't have a big or even huge dream but I wanna do the best to prove that I'm GOOD. Woots! LOL.
God will guide. Jesus will guide me. I will never take off my hand away from them ;)

By the way,HAPPY 16TH BLESSED BIRTHDAY for my youngest sister :)
Bought a cute and huge bag for her. Seriously I love the bag too! Feel wanna get another one for myself. So damn cute lorr :D

I'm alone I'm alone I'm alone.
Okay. Although sometimes I really can't stand on with my elder sister when she's staying with me,maybe I'm quiet in the room and she's keep distract me when I'm doing my things and sometimes made me mad of her,but now I'm started to miss her.
I'm a weirdo,seriously.
When she's beside me,I only focus on doing my things but I don't like to talk to her.
Sometimes I asked her to shut up because I don't like people disturbing me when I'm doing my things. I guess she sure felt boring staying with me. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
Now I miss her lor :(
Damn,I'm weirdo hor? 所谓嘴硬心乱. I did care and love her also lor.Hard to show also la.Seems like too dramatic like that. Nevermind la,as long as I got the heart,which means sincerely :)
She's going back to Segamat to settle something and I hope that "something" will be settled down successfully.

God listen to our prayers, Amen.

Mom called and said that Dad fall asick. *Heart pain*
God,heal my dad and I miss him sooooo much.

Bless my family oh Lord. Amen.
Bless Daddy,mommy,my brother and my two sisters and all of my relatives
and MYSELF ;)

Xoxo

By the way,found this pic in my pendrive.
I'm a TARC student before!
HAHAHAHA.
But the most important is I miss my long hair badly :'(

Ciao peeps`

2010-09-08T00:10:00.004+08:00

我很累.不是因为工作而累.而是看到她这样我心累.

:'(

First of all, I being called to attend an interview for a Multimedia job at Jalan Yap Kwan Seng.
But due to my stupid-ness and I don't know where the heck is the place located at,I told the person that can I postpone the interview session? Because it was too suddenly.I applied the job today and he immediately called me to attend the interview tomorrow.Somemore at 9am. I keep on asking where is the place located at. I did googled it too.
Luckily the guy said ok,he let me to decide when I can go for the interview. And he said job starts in October. HUH? I was like....Wahhh,you so good meh..Let me decide the date.

I'm totally blurr.
Is it God arranged everything for me?
I'm confuse.
I doubt so.

There's another case....Elianto's Supervisor gave me call and asked me to work with them until Chinese New Year because they don't have enough manpower. I worked with them for almost 5 months already and thats why they asked me to work with them again.
I was actually in the blurr situation when I received my Supervisor's phone called and ended up with I agreed to work with them =.= Slap me please!

My friends asked me..Why there's many jobs but you still chosen Elianto?
I also don't know. I actually don't feel wanna work in Elianto also larr.
I'm a Diploma graduated student ler. ( This is not showing off, is afraid that I make my parents feel disappointed)
But.....
Maybe because I'm too friend with Eliantos' staffs and I'm not dare to reject them.

God God God..
Help me pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :'(

Which one I should choose to work?
The "Operations" job or "Beauty Consultant"?
Seriously,I don't know how to decide and I need You to guide me. Please.

2010-09-07T00:19:00.001+08:00

我真的很担心她.她的命运即将改变了.
其实是个囍事.可是没想到囍的背后有苦.
以后她的生活会变得怎样?她会不会幸福?
我很怕她不会幸福.
真的很怕.

上帝啊...求你垂听我们的祷告.
给我们力量.特别是她.
求你为她开道新路.
让她能够幸福快乐的过日子.

现在的她似乎抱着很多的压力.
我看了都很心疼.
抛开她所有的烦恼.解决她所有的问题.
虽然很难,但是在你手里没有不可能的事,因为我们都相信神你会解决一切.

神啊..祝福她吧...Amen.

2010-09-06T20:26:00.003+08:00

My parents wanted me,warned me to find a Christian Bf =.=
Woots.

Haha~

2010-09-06T17:59:00.003+08:00

I wanted to go beach! But the mates seems busy. They are having semester breaks now. Some of them went back to hometown and some are working. We didn't even meet up during these few days.

牽我手

2010-09-06T02:36:00.001+08:00

听了这首歌,我的心很喜乐 :)
有了天父,就有平安,有喜乐,有盼望...什么都不缺.

天父牵我手,一起向前走!!!

Amen ;)

2010-09-05T19:17:00.002+08:00

*Close up and Flash mode turned on and I look fair to the max*

*Doink* I love my hair color but now the colors started fade away :(
And guess what,
my dad wanted me to dye my hair in DARK BLUE color =.=
Are you kidding me?
No way. I wanna try more Lala colors.HAHAHA!
Once in a life time,next time I may have no chance already :'(

I did not go for any outings today. I just locked myself in the room after came back from church and did some cleaning. After that,online time! :)
Its a habit for me if I having nothing to do.
PPS-ing,visited online shopping websites,read blogs,FB-ing..etc.
I have no idea what's going on with the lineee.
So damn lag. We pay RM1++ for the bill but still the line sucks gao gao.
Even my house line is better. Arghh.

Okay.What shall I doing next?
*Cut off the craps*

CONTINUE ONLINE

Ciao peeps

Wonderful Sunday

2010-09-05T13:39:00.003+08:00

My only one Big Ribbon and I damn lovin' it but not dare to wear it out.
*Oops*

I love the way I miss you, Ms Vonny

Wonderful Sunday :)
Yes,I'm back to KL. Finally. And its my time to looking for a new job.
I'm suffered during last few days because of resume. Anyway,thanks for those who helped me and I'm done with resume and soon,I need to email it to any+many company just to hire me.
Desperate enough.
It seems like I've lost in the middle of my way after graduated.
No job No work No extra pockets money.
Big sigh.
Come on.Donate some here :'(

Went to church early in the morning today.
Its Holy Communion :D
I love and I feel safe after went to Church.

By the way,
Spotted few Elmo's T-shirts through online shopping website.
Sooo sooo sooo damn cute!
You see. *Money gonna fly away* again.

RM700 fly away during last week.
But din even spend or buy ANY things for myself :(
*Heart break*

God bless everyone.
Especially my family.
My Parents,
My brother,
and my lovely sisters!

Have a happy Sunday people ;)

2010-08-27T00:56:00.001+08:00

放心.我还记得你 ;)

Alisa高以愛『如果沒有明天』

2010-08-27T00:53:00.002+08:00

This is my favorite vocal.
Nice and powerful~

2010-08-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

I love the effect, called Silent Night xP

I miss Kayelle so so so much but my parents wanted me to stay here (Segamat) and to take driving license. Which means I need to stay here for another 3 months again? No way!

Decide to take license next time but not now. Seriously,I don't wanna take now.

I'm super duper afraid of driving. Damn! I wanna go back KL to look for a new job!

Nowadays keep staying at home,nothing to do except eat,sleep,online and outings with the mates.

I'm going to finish my pocket money very very soon. Actually,I spent all of the money that I've earned before. Means I'm PK. Lalalalaalalalalalalalalala~

So its time to look for new job and to earn money for myself.

Can't wait to get a new gadget for myself! I want new cell phone!

My dad said he is going to get a new one for me soon.

But I don't understand...The "soon" means how long? Hmmm. Lol

I'm craving for shopping.

So I wanna go back KL for do some shopping.SERIOUSLY! Ran out of clothes recently.

Its time to get new clothessssssssss!

Am so exciteddddddd :D

Wait me!

I''ll be back soon!

Me and Isabel ;)

Happy Birthday You Chin Kiat

2010-08-22T20:50:00.011+08:00

Here comes the another outing with the old mates :)

This time Kiat,Michael,Ryan,Tomes and Pei Ting were tagged along.

As usual,Michelle and Vonny joined too <3

This time is to celebrate my lil bro,Kiat's birthday!

I was a monitar since Form 4 in our class until Form 5,and Kiat was the assistant of mine.

So he's been calling me JIE for the whole time,even now. Sweet right? Lol

Warm up* Let him to pose first XD

The always loves one, Vonny

The pretty young mom Pei Ting and Michelle :)

Can you believe that Pei Ting owned two children already but still,she's damn skinny.

Walaoehhh.

We girls :)

I've always envy of her fair and smooth skin.

The cake,bought by Kiat's lovely GF.

Bought this mask to fool him! Lol

Ryan Kai Lun

Tomes Chee Peng

Me Elaine

Vonny Wen Nee

Pei Ting

Michelle Mee Cher

Ain't he cute! I pinched him! LOL

Ignore my stupid-ness but HAHAHA,I know its funny!

Hero and the beauties (Not included me) Haha!

Make a wish.

*I wish to getting marry very very soon*

HAHAHAHAHA!

Birthday Boii

Casio watch from us.

Spotted another one more nicer but budget problem,

ended up we choose this.

But still nice :)

RM300.

My writting =.= and their signatures :D

Casio's new spoke person! *Clapsss*

Still posing meh =.=

This two sweeties love to fool around

Who is this pretty?

Vonny! Hehe

On Kiat's fur. I mean Hair. HAHAHAHAH!

I'm soooo freaking fat. Arghhh!

My brother :D

Went to K box after that :)

For more pictures,please proceed to my FB account :D

Elaine Tan

2010-08-21T01:06:00.001+08:00

The parents seems like forcing me to take license now.

I don't want!

Because I don't want to take alone.

I wanna wait for my elder sis. But dad keep calling me to take now.

I know I have no time in the future,maybe..But not now as I said.

And I hate driving! Should say Phobia.Damn!

Urghhh! Fan sei yan.

2010-08-17T15:41:00.002+08:00

I went out last night to meet up Serena and Vincent. Their cafe was totally crowded last night. So ended up I'm singing alone in the K room. So damn boring.

Because this month is Ghost festival,so I feel a bit weird singing alone in the room and there's no one beside me. Wtf I'm thinking :P

I sang til 4.30am. Fuh. Clap for me people!I can organize a concert for myself already!HAHAHAH!

After that,they brought me out for "breakfast". I've been craving for roti canai. So that's it,I had roti canai. Nice one :)

Ended up I reached home sharp at 6am! Luckily,my mom did not nag at me.And my dad went out for outstation. Hahahahaha!

Outing with Vonny,Michelle and Alson

2010-08-16T20:49:00.003+08:00

Finally,went out to meet up with the secondary schools' mates :)

Pictures

We talked about our memories that we had before during our secondary schools' life.

Laughed non-stop and of course,we miss :)

Looking forward for another outings.

Serena said wanna date me out later on.

What else if not sing K but dhuh.

I'm waiting her to reply my message for so long =.=

2010-08-16T02:54:00.000+08:00

Korean Mee for supper *slurpp*

Regret for not adding egg and prawns. Dhuh

2010-08-16T02:48:00.002+08:00

I'm getting more and more round day by day.

=.=

Seriously,I wish to try bob hair which means I wanna have a new hair cut again.

But..

It seems like my weight not allow me to try bob hair.

Urghh.

是你变得不在乎?

还是我?

Good night world.

Pictures

2010-08-15T02:49:00.003+08:00

Before out.

My bunny teeth?

What else to do if not FB-ing when you're online?

Lol

Salad cruller

Fruits salad

I will keep my FB update everyday XD

The only ONE picture of us.

Boo! Haha :D

Isabel babe

2010-08-15T02:33:00.003+08:00

Model- This 3 years old Little Girl named Isabel

Venue: My house and its raining outside there :)

More pictures to come :)

2010-08-15T02:12:00.002+08:00

Saturday :)

Due to my boring-ness,I went out with Xpp again :D Woots.

Serena date me out for sing K session and I bet it will end in the midnight. Therefore,not to make my dad angry,I decided to reject her :'( You know what,actually I feel wanna sing K too :'(

What to do? I'm a good girl and doesn't wanna make my daddy get mad and worry about me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Ya lor.Seriously weii,although I'm 20 now but still,I obeyed everything my parents said.

Everytime people asked me out during night,I confirm can't make it because the parents doesn't like that I'm going out at night. If yes,I need to reach home before 12am.

My dad said,Girls just like a Cinderella. =.=

And thats why. Haha :D

Its 2.17am now and my brother haven't come back yet.

Damn him. Dad always called him not to go out until so late but still,he never listen.

I don't know what the hell is he thinking. No brain at all.
He never wanna listen what my parents said and this causes my parents get mad.

I hate him sometimes.

Boys boys boys!

Tomorrow is Sunday.

Family Day and also Church Day :)

God bless my family and all of the people around the world.

Amen.

Xoxo

2010-08-14T14:24:00.002+08:00

Ain't this cute? Lol.

I'm not really good in drawing but as you can see,this is my work and I drew this.

Hahahaha.

Okay.Cut off the craps. I'm not proud of myself. Lol.

Just because I have nothing to update.

No more outings during these few days.

Damn bored like hell.

*smack fore head*

2010-08-14T01:00:00.003+08:00

I read my diary last night and I was like,wtf...I'm so childish de meh?

LOL! Serious weii. Never know that I can be so fcuking childish last time.

Too much craving for Loves? Hell no. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

I just realized that,damn,I got so many diary books to read. You wanna read? LOL.

Most probably you will faint once you read on it. Fuyoh! Even myself also can't stand on it.

Feels like burn away all of the diaries! LOL. I'm not pissed off! I'm just laugh out loud!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

No more diaries since I discovered about blogspot.

But I think only diary will cover about the most true,the most sincere stories that my heart wanna tell.

Not even blogspot. Lol.

Anyway,still, I'm willing to share my so called "dirty little secrets" sometimes.

Lol.

Its midnight now and I'm still facing infront of the desktop.

And also waiting for the brother to come back.

I'm able to update my blog because I'm alone in the living room.

Everyone of them fell asleep exclude Mr Daddy.

He is online-ing in the room and turning on the music so damn loud =.=

Walaoehhhh.

2010-08-13T21:04:00.001+08:00

My Boring Friday!

I miss Kay Elle.

Miss the mates :(

Haha.

Seriously,I miss DMS kakis.

Speak to My ❤

Chinese NY

Cause I love you so

Imma Dumb,

Beautiful Nightmare

Time. Come back to me.

Path

ILOVEHISO

I can sing now! :D

[爱]莫文蔚

One of my VIP :)

New Year Eve

2010 Christmas

My SHE

ILY always

1st December.Sigh.

Alin-位置

Blessing

My currently addiction

李炜 王杰《一场游戏一场梦》 快乐男声4进3

Sharing :)

牽我手

Wonderful Sunday

Alisa高以愛 『如果沒有明天』

Happy Birthday You Chin Kiat

Outing with Vonny,Michelle and Alson

Pictures

Isabel babe

李炜王杰《一场游戏一场梦》快乐男声4进3

Alisa高以愛『如果沒有明天』